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Playground school bell rings again Rain clouds come to play again Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello I am your mind giving you someone to talk to... Hello If I smile and don't believe Soon I know I'll wake from this dream Don't try to fix me I'm not broken Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide, don't cry Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping Hello I'm still here All that's left of yesterday. Más Letras...

Please, please forgive me But I won't be home again Maybe someday you'll look up And barely concious you'll say to no one Isn't something missing You won't cry for my absence, I know You forgot me long ago Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I'd die to know you loved me I'm all alone Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me But I won't be home again I know what you do to yourself I breathe deep and cry out Isn't something missing Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I'd die to know you loved me I'm all alone Isn't someone missing me?. Más Letras...

Catch me as I fall Say you're here and it's all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one's here and I fall into myself This truth drives me into madness I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away If I will it all away Don't turn away (don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (never sleep, never die) I'm frightened by what I see But somehow I know that there's much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be blinded by tears I can stop the pain if I will it all away If I will it all away Don't turn away (don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (never sleep, never die) Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me I fear S...

Oh, paper flowers Oh, paper flowers I linger in the doorway Of alarm clock screaming Monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops As they're falling tell a story In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (paper flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (paper flowers) Don't say I'm out of touch With this rampant chaos your reality I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge The nightmare I built my own world to escape In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (paper flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (paper flowers) Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming The goddess of imaginary light In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby (paper flowers) I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me (paper flowers) ...

I tried to kill the pain but only brought more I lay dying and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost? My God my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God my tourniquet Return to me salvation Do you remember me? Lost for so long... Will you be on the other side or will you forget me I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost? My God my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God my tourniquet Return to me salvation (I want to die) My God my tourniquet Return to me salvation My God my tourniquet Return to me salvation My wounds cry for the grave My soul cries for deliverance Will I be denied? Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide. Más Letras...

How can you see into my eyes like open doors Leading you down into my core Where I've become so numb Without a soul My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become Now that I know what I'm without You can't just leave me Breathe into me and make me real Bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) Bid my blood to run (I can't wake up) Before I come undone (Save me) Save me from the nothing I've become Bring me to life I've been living a lie. There's nothing inside Bring me to life Frozen inside without your touch without your love, darling Only you are the life among the dead...

I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I'...

I've been looking in the mirror for so long That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side All the little pieces falling shattered Shards of me too sharp to put back together Too small to matter, but big enough to cut me in to So many little pieces. If I try to touch her And I bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe no more Take a breath and I try to turn off what my spirit will Yet how can you refuse to drink like a stubborn child? Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever And all of this will make sense when I get better But I know the difference between myself and my reflection I just can't help but to wonder which of us do you love So I bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe no more Bleed I bleed And I breathe I breathe Breathe I breathe no more. Más Letras...

Hold on to me love You know I can't stay long All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid Can you hear me? Can you feel me in your arms? Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet raptured light It ends here tonight I'll miss the winter A world of fragile things Look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) I know you hear me, I can taste it in your tears Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of you Sweet raptured light It ends here tonight Closing your eyes to disappear You pray your dreams will leave you here But still you wake and know the truth No one's there Say goodnight Don't be afraid Calling me calling me as you fade to black (Say goodnight) Holding my last breath (Don't be afraid) Safe inside myself (Calling me calling me as you) Are all my thoughts of you Sweet raptured light it ends here tonight Holding my last breath Safe inside myself Are all my thoughts of y...

All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned By your thoughtless scheming You can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing at me I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned By your thoughtless scheming Now you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And I'll pull the trigger and you're down, down, down Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing...

Perfect by nature Icons of self indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world that Never was and never will be Have you no shame don't you see me You know you've got everybody fool Look here she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder Oh how we love you No flaws when you're pretending But now I know she Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fool Without the mask where will you hide Can't find yourself lost in your lie I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fool It never was and never will be You're not real then you can't save me Somehow now you're everybody's fool... Más Letras...

You don't remember me But I remember you I lie awake and try so hard Not to think of you But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do... I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breath You're taking over me Have you forgotten all I know And all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you And touched my hand I knew you loved me then I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me I look in the mirror and see your face If I look deep enough So many things inside that are Just like you are taking over I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me Taking over me You're taking over me. Más Letras...

Now I will tell you what I've done for you Fifty thousand tears I've cried Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you And you still won't hear me I'm going under Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once) Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through I'm going under Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies So I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through So go on and scream Scream at me I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under I'm dying again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I...

Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down Hunting you I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me Watching me Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down. Más Letras...

Never thought that I'd be leaving you today So alone and wondering why I feel this way So wide the world Can love remember how to get me home to you Someday We'll be together again All just a dream in the end We'll be together again So many fears were swimming around and around in my mind Who would have dreamed the secrets we would find I've found a world Where love and dreams and darkness all collide Maybe this time We can leave our broken world behind We'll be together again All just a dream in the end. Más Letras...

Sparkling gray, they're my own veins Any more than a whisper, any sudden movement of my heart And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away Just get through this day Give up your way, you could be anything Give up my way and lose myself, not today That's too much guilt to pay Sickened in the sun, you dare tell me you love me But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way You're just so pretty in your pain Give up my way, and I could be anything I'll make my own way, without your senseless hate So run, run, run... And hate me if it feels good I can't hear your screams anymore You lied to me But I'm older now And I'm not buying, baby Demanding my response Don't bother breaking the door down I found my way out... And you'll never hurt me again. Más Letras...

I took their smiles and I made them mine I sold my soul just to hide the light And now I see what I really am A thief, a whore, and a liar I run to you (run away from this hell) Call out your name (giving up, giving in) I see you there (still you are) Farther away I'm numb to you - numb and deaf and blind You give me all but the reason why I reach but I feel only air at night Not you, not love, just nothing I run to you (run away from this hell) Call out your name (giving up, giving in) I see you there (still you are) Farther away Try to forget you, but without you I feel nothing Don't leave me here, by myself, I can't breathe I run to you (run away from this hell) Call out your name (giving up, giving in) I see you there (still you are) Farther away Farther away Farther away Farther away Farther away. Más Letras...

Under your spell again I can't say no to you Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand I can't say no to you Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly Now I can't let go of this dream I can't breathe but I feel good enough I feel good enough for you Drink up sweet decadence I can't say no to you And I've completly lost myself and I don't mind I can't say no to you Shouldn't let you conquer me completly Now I can't let go of this dream Can't believe that I feel good enough I feel good enough It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall Pour real life down on me Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough Am I good enough for you to love me too? So take care what you ask of me Cause I can't say no. Más Letras...

All that I'm living for All that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night I can feel the night beginning Separate me from the living Understanding me after all I've seen Piecing every thought together Find the words to make me better If I only knew how to pull myself apart All that I'm living for All that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I'm wanted for Although I wanted more Lock the last open door My ghosts are gaining on me I believe that dreams are sacred Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, like a reason why Like a play of my obsessions Make me understand the lesson So I'll find myself, so I won't be lost again All that I'm living for All that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I wanted for Although I wanted more Lock the last open door My ghosts are gaining on me Guess I thought I'd have to change the world To make you see me To be the one I co...

I can't see your star I can't see your star Though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today I can't see your star The mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away And I'm alone now Me and all I stood for We're wandering now All in parts in pieces, swim lonely Find your own way out I can't see your star I can't see your star How can the darkness feel so wrong? And I'm alone now Me and all I stood for We're wandering now All in parts in pieces, swim lonely Find your own way out So far away It's growing colder without your love Why can't you feel me calling your name? Can't break the silence, it's breaking me All my fears turn to rage And I'm alone now Me and all i stood for We're wandering now All in parts and pieces, swim lonely Find your own way out Nothing worth fighting for We're wandering now All in parts and pieces, swim lonely Find your own way out. Más Letras...